Maybe

Maybe, one of the reason I don't want to have kids anymore is that I don't want to feel that I have done so much for them by bringing them to the world and so that their sole purpose in life is to obey each and every command I give them. 

Just maybe. 

A lot of times my mum makes me feel like that. 

Like I don't deserve to have a life if it's not according to her rules nor standard. It's so frustrating. And limiting. It's a chain. And it's not liberating. 

And I don't want to do the same thing to someone else. Especially if they are my kids.