Yes, it's another financial failure in my project and I've lost everything.
I'm super tired.
I should stop being so stupid. I should stop wanting to do this. Obviously, I'm the worst financial manager ever. And I should know when to stop and say enough. Stopping doesn't mean final. I can stop for a while and continue later. Or maybe I will stop and I will actually feel okay.
But thank you, all you wonderful people out there who helped me, both morally and financially. You help without asking question, without judging, without saying anything that would make me feel even worse than my lowest. You will always be in my prayer.
